D' Musing Thoughts...

I was never a good listener but I listened to everything and to everyone. I was never a good reader and I don’t know if I will be ever. I can be a good writer  and I don’t aspire to be either. What did I ever wanted to do, but I never aspired myself I could be tough I know I can. But now, I have been much more and I have found myself in many. Every day, I wake up; I tried to find reasons to live. Every night, when I slept, I tried to find reasons to not die. Every moment, I tried to find reasons to hope, dream and love.  But I never found them. Until I met you. I saw chaos, confusion, and fear all around me in my life all these years.  But not within me, after I met you, everything changed. Time decides our fate, our journey. And when time changes, everything changes. Everything! Sometimes for bad, sometimes for good, I just except it.  And sometimes, for the best. I never believed that. Until you happened to me. It’s not a story and maybe it's not to be told...

I believe strongly in my religion of Hinduism and am proud to be one in this life.  Spirituality is a guidance of our subconscious mind connecting to the super powered Universe above us. I believe in Universe, the Universe is God, the Universe is the Energy and the Universe is also the Matter. Everything that is being created around us is by the Universe. I did wonder what was the Universe made off. Particles and dusts with atoms and protons that are combined which does create vibrations and energies. Alright, lets just leave the scientific part of the God and Universe and lets get into the beliefs and believes. Demigod.... Wow....was I said to a Demigod..!!! hmmm....Demigod of whom.... Demigod being a minor deity, a mortal who is the offspring of a god and human being, or a figure who has attained divine status after death. Seriously, how true can it be ?