Goodbye !!...Ammai (grandma)

Time passed so fast , its already end of the year now.Lost of my grandma last December can't even  imagined that the time has ran to soon.But the memories of her still lingers in my mind. All the dearest time I have spent with her.Everything has happen so fast at a blink , neither it can be repeated nor reversed back again.

Memories orf her will still remain forever deep in my mind.Lost of my grandma is a suprise to everyone in the family , unimaginable and unbelievable.The time was short and she kept all of us together at her side for the very last moments of her life.

She took all of us by suprise.We all had the hope at least she would fight again but she had her reasons for this time. The reasons were strong as she had to save another life which is much more precious to her.Another new life has to live in this family, so she planned and made everything flow accordingly to make the possibilities possible.She gave up her life to exchange for anew born in the family.

She knew all of us would be taken by the suprise, indeed everyone still can't imagine this would happen too soon..Eventhough she is not with us , we can feel her existence around us , near to our heart , deep in our mind.
The memories of her would be remembered in this family forever.

She is a divine soul.A soul one of  a billions .A soul that is so special in all ways.

Another poem dedicated to her :

You left all of us out of sudden ,
You took us by suprise that might not subside for now ,
Its difficult for us to except the fact,
The fact that you're not there anymore,

But we know that you're there for us,
Eventhough not near but close to our hearts,
The memories that you have left for us ,
The memories that are played everyday remembering you,
These might not be repeated again in this life ,

But will be treasured in our future lifes,
Just the memories of you,
Would be remembered always,

We love you so much,
hope you knew it...
We cared for you ,
I  know you knew that...
We did the best we can for you,
You had a best life lived,

You have gone far from us,
You would watch us from above,
We know you will guide us ,
You will be our guardian,
You are a divine soul much respected.


"BY BEING WHAT SHE WAS , SHE SHOWED WHAT WE CAN BE " by my uncle Shan describing my grandma in short .

-18/1/2009 -

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