D' Musing Thoughts...

Life is not only about a few lists of things that we humans created for ourselves though. When we meet some people the first thing they would ask is where are you working, do you have a house, are you married, how many kids you have, etc. Come on, we don't need to fulfill a list that might not be practical for a living in this lifestyle but as it may not be necessary to have everything. Everything about us people needs to know is only the one thing, are we happy living life, it doesn't matter how we are living as long we are happy living in it. #mindthrobbingsenses #somethoughts #kdmicroblogging

Being the modern man of space history and physicists. His famous book A Brief of History was the biggest breakthrough for him. Stephan was a brilliant physicist who unlocked the universe theories for the human to research further into space. I feel honored to grow up and have been living along with him in this lifetime. Now the Universe is thoroughly guiding him all the way as he had unlocked the Universe for the mankind. His genius beyond the world comparing with Sir Isaac Newton and Albert Einstein. He who roamed and researched about cosmos space, gravity, matter and the black hole just from his wheelchair by just pondering the nature of gravity and the origin of the universe and showing the human mankind that there is something beyond space. A modern 20th Century astrophysicists. 

2017 has been the most challenging year for me that made me much bolder, matured and quieter. Life is not easy but if you stay with the right people, life would be much peaceful and happy. Thank you 2017, for all the lessons learnt, tears wiped and laughter of happiness.

When I try to make some changes in and within myself, people around me feel awkward about me. Hmmm…!! The past 9 months or so was a difficult one for me. Life has put me to the maximum test that could ever take or face it. Having my self-confidence crushed, getting sucked into what I think is depression, nor that I got it diagnosed but I had to take the whole feeling of emptiness, hoping all this will end for me or maybe I was generally lack of enthusiasm. To add sum to all these was the biggest question to myself on life choices, I’ve made and not really having any idea of how I could make things better was not easy. So, as my birthday came in April, I thought I could make some changes and all went screwed up for me. I am 36 and I still don’t control my life. When everyone wants to be part of my life, I can’t move forward, I don’t have the freedom to move at my own choice. People want to make the choice for me or they take over my choice and make there is better than...

Illairaja...Raja...Maestro...Musician...Isai Gyani(Yaani)..! What was he...a genius...a musician...a composer....an intelligent man. Music is universe...music is the rhythm...music is God Every beat...drums...strings...hums... Raaja the One Man Show... The Show He is a genius who as explored and ventures into different types music his whole life. But is a proven King of Music. I have been his fan since young , then as I grew older to like his music better and till now, the memories of my childhood are embedded in his pieces of music. He is one of the greatest musicians of all time to me. I must say, I really felt blessed to be able to watch, hear and enjoy this great man play his music and sing live. One of my lifetime dreams has come true. There were so many goosebumps moments throughout the show and my mind just floated away with every song played. My soul has always been connected to his music that holds all my childhood moments.The way his music c...

I just come to accept that my life wouldn't have this ordinary when something extra unexpected things begins to happen. The first of these unexpected incidents that came by which has changed everything around me forever. I had to split my life into halves of Before and After. Growing up easily wasn't has may I have thought when I was young. I never expected so much in life but this is life and that can't be changed. Instead things happens and that changes everything for me and around me. So how was it growing up without knowing what is waiting for me ahead. When I was a kid I always thought what is ahead of me the future and when there were movies like Star Trek and Back to Future, these made me realize they could be world that we are not living in now. Imaginations were what I grew up with, imagining things and having imaginary friends and places to play. Though I never thought some were true enough to believe now. When I was young, I use to play with my ...

Hi Friend, As we grow older everything changes around us. I know how you feel when you cribe within yourself. Sometimes the feel of someone we need to talk or cry over. Now things are not same, if a single women cries no one is there to wipe her tears. The only ones are mothers she can expect.  I have had many turning points in my life, so much that I hated everything around and started to ask questions to myself....why is that so? The answer is same...people change...everything else changes but am still the same. Sometimes we cant accept the facts of life....our ego...feelings....thoughts....cannot be changed. I have learnt to look at things differently indeed I have learnt to let go.I have learnt not to hold on to something very close veey long either. I am 36 now and my mom is 62. I only realize and getting closer with her now. Eventhough she and I always argue or never get along because of our differences in thoughts and opinions. She is a woman with a will power and still...

In conjunction with  Shantanand festival of Arts, by Temple of Fine Arts which collaborated together during our 60th National Day for this year celebrating Independence through arts. "Under the Kayon Tree" was an original composition with some elements of dances and theatre narrated by Shantini Venugopal. The theatre musical show unfolds about the Malaysian legends and folktales of Parameswara, Hang Tuah, Hang Li Po, and Mahsuri in this spectacular performances. The Legends came to life under the compositions by an award-winning composer Jyotsna Nithyanandan on an enchanted Sunday evening. Ankur, as what Jyotsna described in her interview was a word from Sanskrit meaning "sprout". The seeds have cultured in various languages, cultures, traditions, and ethics into a strong tree with a beautiful truly Malaysians. We all came from different seeds but we all grew into one big tree and we stay as one true Malaysian. I've not been to any of the Temple of F...

The woman I don’t know in myself… I could be a woman who wears with her the heart on her sleeves, or a woman who chooses very carefully about who I love. I could be the woman who is absolutely free with who she is, or a woman who is always on guard with whom she shares her thoughts with. I could also be the woman who chooses a career over a man or a woman who always puts herself first ahead of anything else in life. Whoever I am, whatever I do, one thing is for certain, I am powerful, indestructible, determined, passionate in whatever I do. However, I choose to live my life, a strong woman doesn’t let her past define her, she doesn’t let her present define her either. Instead she defines her future. I don’t let the life change me. I am a strong tree that doesn’t let any storms to up root and damage my strength. I may resilient through trials and triumphs of life, but I would never let it shift of whom I am. I am made of the toughest of time, and yet I still stand tall a...

Being single is nothing to be fear off, unlikely it’s like a peaceful life I would say. It’s mostly about loving myself and letting myself know that I am truly not alone. It’s time I can get connected to myself and my soul, to find the self-hidden within myself. Being single doesn’t mean I am a social misfit! If anything, that indicates I am single, I am truly dedicated to my personal growth – figuring out exactly who I am before coupling up for a long haul. I am incredibly happy just by the way who I am and this time to celebrate “I” above all. So, what does make me happy, whether just that am sitting on my couch and watching my favourite new addiction Games of Thornes in repeating all seasons or taking a drive to catch the sunsets in evening. This is my life, and my life only as I am old enough to make my decisions I am 36 for god sake. Forget all the silly dating rules which never happens to me as I didn’t make any efforts either, what it means to be “talking” to someo...