D' Musing Thoughts...

"To get something you never had, you have to do something you never did." Just the thought of being with you tomorrow, is enough to get me thru today. I Love You: "It takes 3 seconds to say, 3 hours to explain but a lifetime to prove." Spread love! -Revrun Its funny how the only people who hurt you are the ones who promised they won't. -Sheri Roushdy Don't say you love me just to make me happy, but say it... because you mean it.

The way you see me into my eyes your gaze captures me , I feel the chill of your breath, but I also feel the pain you made me take , its unforgettable , You surprised me but I never felt it at that moment, Now I feel the real meaning of all your lies and you being yourself is a disgrace, What did I do , everything was my fault . What was yours , can you determine that. I defended myself  but you can't without any solid evidence to this relationship , you don't deserve anything at all. See where you stand and see where am I. I still have everything for me except you, but you don't have everything except yourself. You betrayed me and being a disgrace to yourself...!!! I'm still loved and taken care better than you expected.

I know you like to read,  YOU know you like to read, But I know you have no time to read, YOU know you have no time to read, I know you won't do anything as you don't want to do. YOU know you won't do anything as you don't want to do. We both know you're not going to read this blog posts as it's too long and time consuming when you have better more important things to do. But do ; ....You realize that the entire universe is an illusion ....You're out of your mind. ....You're out of excuses. ....It's none of my business. ....You are an acute case of blogitis ....You'd rather facebook ....You're thinking of starting your own blog. .....the Karma of you. ....You think blogging is a nonsense. ....Nostradamus didn't predict it. Just because. ....You're not as open to possibility as you think you are ....You figure that anyone who would bother writing a list of reasons why you wouldn't read the list written     is either insane.

As the water falls on me, I image it as a string of precious drops as it penetrates my very soul.  I embrace it with deep satisfaction, I feel that every drop of the lovely crystals washes away all my worries and giving me a rise to a fresh positive feelings. Abundance of the water captivates my soul. It seems it’s just another day with a renewed refreshing moment. You might think that I’m enjoying the magic of the natural shower which might be the rain, maybe the beautiful waterfall cascading gently from its majestic form. Hey, come back to reality! I was just talking about being in the shower, taking a long shower every day. Sometimes it takes longer than expected till my skins on my fingers shrink. I just love water, I like the way it flows all over me. It doesn’t matter if it’s the rain, sea or just a small stream except gulping a glass of water into me. LOL! I do visit waterfalls at time during the weekends (it’s actually a part of my weekend activity) just because of i

How will that work in me? How can I do it? How will I change myself? So many questions prompted in my mind lately. I finally took my first step to attend my Uncle Shan’s talk “Wings to Wealth”. It really did help and will help me further in my life. I know I’m not prefect nor do anyone else in this world. In his talk, there was one exercise he asked us to do by listing what we like and dislikes about ourself. How will I ponder on this question to list all those, what I don’t like about myself was a BIG question? It took me more than a week just to THINK! THINK! AND THINK!. Once I was ready to pen it on the paper, I was still wondering what those things would be that I don’t like about myself . So here it was, the list had more than 20 things listed which actually made me realize of myself and how I can change it with some help from me myself only. I am responsible to myself and I'm the only one can help myslef. I have some good qualities but they are not enough, there is more to be

I appeared on newspaper on the 12th August 2010 - News Straits Times. I was part of the WS Meteorite Shower , so there was an article related about that event and a photo of me on the paper. I felt happy that I was famous for a day. Some of my friends smsed me notifying me...!!!

I was watching this Indian drama which I don't do normally because they don't make any sense other than playing the same fact of the Indian lifes. There was this scene where an old woman is death and there is a funeral held.A friend of the old woman comes by to pay respect and she starts to cry , instead she can say this .... so called dialogue  " Oh! you have left me , how come you didn't inform me that you're leaving , who do I have now....bla ! bla ! bla!" . The joke is , will anyone inform someone when they are going to die...!!! Does this make any sense ? What a crap ? That's the Indian drama's....and just for these soap opera's the Indian women get themselves available just to followup with these serial drama's everyday.It does not even teach them anything nor show them any positive lifestyle. Indian women will never change and does the indian drama's has they still make money though...!!! I'm a Malaysian Tamil but I'm not muc

How is it possible for another person to know what idea or thought I have in my mind? Is it possible for me to make that idea come out of my mind and make it enter the mind of another person? To do that, I will have to summon the help of Mother Saraswati (Vak Devi) the goddess of speech (also known as the goddess of learning), or use the written word to communicate. This power or shakti when combined with the static thought, makes it possible for the thought or idea to travel. This is a miraculous power or shakti. If I am speaking to an audience of fifty people, this power becomes manifold or multiplies and with my each thought enters the minds of all fifty people. If my talk is broadcast via satellite and if there are a million listeners, this shakti becomes a million fold. Its capacity is unlimited. This combination of the product of human consciousness (thought) with Shakti makes manifestation of things possible. The clothes we wear, the chair on which we seat, the books we read, th

Sitting in office and was thinking back of the goodmomeries of Aadi 18th prayers. The day when Ammai was around and how we all get excited to get back to Kampung Guru for the prayers. It was one of my ever marked event in the calender. Mama's will buy all the types of fruits in season including durians. The excitement of having so many type of fruits in a day.Varieties for indian sweets and delicious meal . After the prayers , all will get the auspicious string tied on the hand.End of the day we all sit and eat together as a complete family. This year is the 1st year we are doing without ammai.I guess it will not be the same as she was around.The lonesome of the event.I really don't feel the excitement as I use to feel those days. It's all just a rememberance of the moment but the thrill of the feel is not there just a memory.

Perseid meteorites named after the Persus star displays a spectacular show every year in month of August. I have read about it and always wanting to watch them one day. I always had a dream of laying on the sea shore and watch the beautiful clear sky with a lots of stars twinkling away in a distance. It finally happened after a long time . Simply that I had the idea planted in my mind and my thought made it work this time, even though it is very late after a long time. It was the peak show of the Perseid this year. My WS team were organizing this event and I managed to plan my time for it. It was held at the Bagan Lalang seaside in Sepang. There were about 50 people joined and Selangor Tourism and Malaysia Astronomy team cherished the event with us. It started with a beautiful sunset. The sun and the sky in the evening were amazing. The sun light across the sky was so vibrant and bright displaying various shades of orange and red colours. The crescent moon as it shined brightly among t

One day someone will walk into your life and make you realize why it never worked out with anyone else. -Lora Leigh Hell in hello and good in goodbye: "Don't be afraid of goodbye but careful with the hello!" You know it's love when all you want is that person to be happy; even if you're not part of their happiness! Simple mathematics: "Let no one be your number 1 while they make you their number 2 Everyday is a new day. A new day with new challenges, a new hope, new problems. Stay positive! Go forward! -@ It's okay to be scared of something, we all do. Just don't let it stop you from moving forward. When life gives you no choice, make one. Choice isn't what people give you, it's what you make for yourself! Don't say you love me unless you really mean it, because I might do something crazy like believe it. -Melissa Marr You may not know your path, but you must know what you don't want in life. -@PauloCoelho Kill people with your kindne

Perseids meteorites named after the Persus star displays a spectacular show every year in month of August. I have read about it and always wanting to watch them one day. I always had a dream of laying on the sea shore and watch the beautiful clear sky with a lots of stars gazing away in a distance. It finally happened after a long time . Simply that I had the idea planted in my mind and my thought made it work this time, even though it is very late after a long time. It was the peak show of the Perseid this year. My WS team were organizing this event and I managed to plan my time for it. It was held at the Bagan Lalang seaside in Sepang. There were about 50 people joined and Selangor Tourism and Malaysia Astronomy team cherished the event with us. It started with a beautiful sunset. The sun and the sky in the evening were amazing. The sun light across the sky was so vibrant and bright. The crescent moon and the brightly shinning Venus added more beauty to the dusking sky.

Our sub conscious mind is very complex to understand as it is structure in many layers. Inception movie was remarkable creation contradicting to our mind state. The visual, the presentations and graphics were stunning. I am contradicting to my previous write about Inception in August archive. Not many people would agree as it’s not that logical in their opinion but rather to logical it’s a fact. The concept of implementing an idea within an idea is a genius thought. In our life an idea is planted into our heads knowingly or unknowingly. We tend to believe it as we chose to believe it. Somehow this has been embedded in us that we see this thought as “ourselves” (me).I can doubt everything about me or anybody but not the thought. How on earth was “thought” made? Thought is like a seed planted and needs to be taken care. The thought controls you and if you lose control of it, it brings disaster to you. Watch out for the seeds that you just sowed, once these seeds find their way in this

“I am a spirit living in a body. I am not the body. The body will die, but I shall not die.” Here I stand, in this wide world, a living spirit in a body. I shut my eyes and try to conceive myself. Who am I? I! I! I! just an air in physical body. I read this somewhere which interested me and opened my mind wider to think more. The Vedas declare, "No". You are a spirit living in a body. You’re not the body. The body will die, but you shall not die. Here you are in this body; it will fall, but you shall go on living. Now this sets more curiosity for me, looking for answer of HOW? It is explained that a soul is not created, it exist on this world. It has a past life and also knows the future but how come we don’t remember either of it. It’s not found or retrieved from our database the MIND. I admit us a very powerful tool known as MIND. Powerful enough it controls us in every aspect. If the soul is not created there should be some elements or combination which means a future diss

Dream comes from our soul and our own thoughts. Dream never can sleep nor it does not sleep , instead makes us sleep to dream. We are the creator and the destroyer of our dreams. When we sleep , focus of our physical world and body consciousness is at a halt and during this period our soul gets very active and tries to communicate with our conscious mind the strongest part of our self and I guess that’s how the dream is reflected. It’s as though as we are watching a movie. We get into a dark theater and the movie starts. But the interesting part of it , do you realize the dream does not begin from the start. It actually takes your in middle of the dream and also it does not complete till the end. You never know when or how it started and when will it ends , how you went there , how you travelled ? It’s all the mind that tricks you to believe and takes you along the ride. How do you come out of the dream? If you sit and realize , if your memory is still fresh from a dream , you can inve

Inception was a great movie ever for this year. I wanted to go for the movie earlier but no partner. Suddenly Puppima planned for a movie and asked me to join. We went for a Saturday evening show. The movie starts by connecting to a dream within a dream. It’s pretty confusing though! The movie itself is a dream in a dream. It reminded me of Ocean’s 11 and Italian Job similarity. But in this it’s all about dream . The dream concept allows the director to defy the laws of gravity, space, and time without the viewer having to suspend disbelief whenever another grand scene appears on the screen. There very interesting scenes and well verse graphic designs that really amuses such as the moving stairs that goes in a loop, mazes of buildings extending horizontal, stairs that goes up and down but never comes to an end, mirror reflections that stretches to infinite distance. Definitely not watchable on DVD’s. Every concept of the movie can be appreciated for the hard work and the creativity. A

What is my reason coming to this world ? I need to know my reason for this birth? I need to find it before my last day on earth. Where and how do I find my path ? Is I through spiritual or physical world ? There should be reason for me to be here but what is it ?