D' Musing Thoughts...

Practicality of me and my senses. Hmmm.....inevitable me! I have not been writing constantly for this whole year, whatever I have posted on each every month were just a scheduled post randomly to post itself on that very date and time. I think, I should keep a flow of writing on and let me see if I could at least write 2 posts a month if possible as my mind could think off. When I write and think of writing, I spend more time of thinking back at different experiences I've had in my life. Can be any sort of something in my life, not necessarily always the negative part but the positive.  Alright, my mind and brain will work together tremendously which never happened during the days I needed to do my thesis or project nor to study to get my degree, these failed me very badly to work together though when I needed them desperately. So my writing is getting better as my both mind and brains are active, and when I start to think in part by part scenes on how to get a st...

Life has thought me so much about my life itself. Living my life as I wish would be the last wish I can make in my life though. Why? Because, my life is being shared to many and by many in my family. So, if I want to make a decision, I can't make it by myself without anyone consent. But, why again ? This is how I have grew, growing up in a big family with grandparents, uncles, aunties, cousins and than parents. Some may say it is so orthodox, but family bonding is the best and only thing we Hindu's/Indian/Tamilans were thought about. I am a Hindu born, grew up learning Tamil as my mother tongue and what they teach us is that "Matha(Mother), Pitha(Father), Guru(Teacher) & Deivam(God) are the highest souls to be respected. Parents are my guardian, teacher thought  me to know the world better with my parents guidance and God as the protector who has guided the light of life for me. Life is a lesson to everyone and has thought many lessons too. Life, indeed ...

We have all experienced difficulties with our life, especially difficult relationships with loved ones can be hard to heal. But there is a time that we need to wait for it to heal. You need the patience within your soul and the calmness in your mind. Looking at all that is happening around me, at times I hit a question to myself. I do ask myself, why and how. Is it part of my life that I have to go through something and work myself out of it. Life is truly very challenging to live in for. Sometimes, I just wonder if all of it are just for a matter of time only or are these part of the my life forever. Life gives and makes wonders for me, unexpectedly but nevertheless the same old shit happens again and I can never avoid it. Why such so ? I do ask myself all the time, questions booms in my head like the stars going around or sometimes I see a cloud pops above my head with a "?" mark. I know too much of imaginations....even at my problem I am creative,..giggling...

I remember when I first got attracted to books when someone donated books to amma for me and brothers. In that set there were Nancy Drews and National Geography magazines. Nancy Drew new for me series of set. I loved reading them and also borrowed the books which I didn't have from the school library. I remember "The Wishing Chair" my first ever Enid Blyton book - a chair that would transport the characters to dreamlike places as it had and could fly. Adventure of the wishing chair is a true delight for me exploring the world with pixies and goblins Mollie and Peter accidentally find a wishing chair in an old shop they wanted to buy their mother a birthday presents and from there starts the enchanted journey of the pixies,goblins, fairies, witches, magicians and going through charmed places like the Land of Dreams, The Land of Goodies, the Land of Toys.  Indeed this is how I got connected to books. It all started with a Wishing Chair to a Banana Ro...

90’s were my yesterday years of childhood, I grew up in that era which was the best thing in my life. So many memories that I can still share with all my friends we all grew in that very same years. There are difference between the kids today and kids of the 90’s, if I look back into the year I grew up learning by watching cartoons. They kind of cartoons I used to watched in my younger age and today’s cartoons are so different. Cartoons are not bad of course, but the 90’s are known as the golden age of cartoon shows for many reasons. For those who grew up during the 90’s, our evenings were filled with brilliant cartoon shows that we wait for the whole day just to watch them for 30 minutes. In Malaysia, the local TV only plays the the cartoons from 5pm till 6pm in weekdays where else over the weekend is just in the mornings from 8.30am - 9.30am. These are few of the cartoons I have listed that I grew up watching them in the evenings and weekend mornings. Top Cat – feline ...

Ushered New Year with family as usual and this time we celebrated by not watching fireworks. Indeed we celebrated with strangers in a restaurant. It was fun to wish everyone of them in the restaurant , we had lots of fun and good food. We took lots of pictures that were so memorable too. Sometime and every time, New Year seems to be different for me. So coming to the usual question of what is your resolution for this year. I have not had any resolution every year either it would not be accomplished or never was accomplished. So every year for me is to do something new that is not in any of my checklist or try to accomplish something that has been pending for something. For this year, I thought of something to do with myself and start focusing on something I like to do and like doing such as photography or reading. Obviously, this year I have started a new hobby on making silk thread earrings...and also selling them. Just a small business though. What else, I am looking forwa...

Tamil Nadu lost their one and only Iron Lady Jayalalitha Jayaram. Being the 4th time Chief Minister for Tamil Nadu is a history she has created and furthermore being the only woman in the political world of men. She was once a beautiful actress turned into influential political idol. A formidable leader and a strong woman that has also marked the end of an era. Despite all odds and struggles she remained her stand and fought her way out and through the crowd of men to achieve something much better than any have done in Tamil Nadu. Her mentor was always MGR. She is known for her versatility, boldness, being dynamic, intelligent, very charismatic, positive attitude, fearless. Her has earned a name of being a woman legacy, iconic woman leader, great leader, even an inspiration to all woman in Tamil Nadu and the most influential Indian Woman around the world. I have seen few interviews of her with NDTV and you know on the spot, from the way she carries her self and how she tal...

 This year there were couple of astronomical events of the moon and meteor showers. Best of all is the Super moon on the 14th November 2016. It was a great hype in the social media as everyone were only posting and sharing about the super moon occurrence for this year and the next of this such event will take place after 18 years. So the hype was on and everyone were anxious to capture their best shot of the year, but unfortunately in Malaysia the weather was not to our favour as it was the monsoon month and we had rains every morning and evenings. So due to the great weather, the moon was hidden ever since the peak time of viewing and raised lots disappointments for many who were ready with their gears to capture the moment.  As like others, I also got my baby (Canon 60D) ready for the moment and obviously the moon was too shy. But it didn't disappoint me much as the moon will be up later so I waited. The below is the picture as I got of the moon somehow to ...

I was never a good listener but I listened to everything and to everyone. I was never a good reader and I don’t know if I will be ever. I can be a good writer  and I don’t aspire to be either. What did I ever wanted to do, but I never aspired myself I could be tough I know I can. But now, I have been much more and I have found myself in many. Every day, I wake up; I tried to find reasons to live. Every night, when I slept, I tried to find reasons to not die. Every moment, I tried to find reasons to hope, dream and love.  But I never found them. Until I met you. I saw chaos, confusion, and fear all around me in my life all these years.  But not within me, after I met you, everything changed. Time decides our fate, our journey. And when time changes, everything changes. Everything! Sometimes for bad, sometimes for good, I just except it.  And sometimes, for the best. I never believed that. Until you happened to me. It’s not a story and maybe it's not to be told...

I believe strongly in my religion of Hinduism and am proud to be one in this life.  Spirituality is a guidance of our subconscious mind connecting to the super powered Universe above us. I believe in Universe, the Universe is God, the Universe is the Energy and the Universe is also the Matter. Everything that is being created around us is by the Universe. I did wonder what was the Universe made off. Particles and dusts with atoms and protons that are combined which does create vibrations and energies. Alright, lets just leave the scientific part of the God and Universe and lets get into the beliefs and believes. Demigod.... Wow....was I said to a Demigod..!!! hmmm....Demigod of whom.... Demigod being a minor deity, a mortal who is the offspring of a god and human being, or a figure who has attained divine status after death. Seriously, how true can it be ?