Not really lost but lost

I feel lost and lonely in this world. I don’t know what makes me feel that way. I have been pretty silent lately. That’s not because I didn’t really know what to say or what to do. Everyone was wondering what has been bothering me? But there isn’t anything that’s bothering me. If I have glimpse looking at my life, I really don’t know where it is heading. I lost my path, too many cross roads and death ends without ‘U’ turns.

I feel totally lost and confused, all my guidance have given up on me. I need a turning point now; I just don’t know where I am heading from here. I have the paths in front of me and I will need to figure out where I am going to head later.

Everyone says they are busy.  And yes they are busy, perhaps they lead a life at the pace I will over the next two weeks all the time.  I know I need to be kind to myself or I will crash and burn.  So yes I have excuses but excuses are not always a bad thing.  There are valid excuses and I am making a choice to try and cost on some of my goals for the next year. I don’t give up easily and don’t give up on me.

I am standing in a tunnel that’s pitch dark behind me and I see a light at the end of the tunnel in front of me. Walk me there to see what the light has for me…!!!

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