D' Musing Thoughts...

Happiness deep down within. Serenity with each sunrise . Success in each facet of your life . Family beside you. Close and caring friends . Health, inside you. Love that never ends

Year 2010 Overview Taurus always gets tagged with things like "pleasure-seeking" and "materialistic." That's probably unfair, in most cases. You're just as good at dishing out the pleasure as you are at seeking it, and who doesn't like a few nice things around? Sadly, there's been just too much struggle in your life the last couple of years when it comes to those two very important parts of your life. Thankfully, 2010 marks the end of that long uphill struggle. Your pleasurable pursuits have been a little more restricted than you'd like over the course of the last two years or so. That's over with now, so ... game on! The big events this year will not so much be a matter of major happenings as they will be things that have been in the works and are slowly revealing themselves. In the last two years, you've put a lot of work into what makes you happy, while Saturn transited your solar Fifth House. Now that those pressures are finally being

You Are the Index Finger You are ambitious, driven, and capable. You aren't afraid to take responsibility for your actions - or place the blame on whoever deserves it. You are honest, free thinking, and objective. You see things in your own way - and you aren't afraid to let everyone know about it. You get along well with: The Thumb Stay away from: The Ring Finger

Everybody and everyone have problems daily. It can be any types of problems, personal, business or life. But most of us face problem with our image or ourselves. Image or ourselves, I think you don’t realize who you are first of all. Typically, your image is based on how did you grew up and opinions from other people around you. You are normally branded or named with nicknames which mostly based from your weakness and failures. These would have been said to you; “You’re useless”, “Good for nothing”, “You never learn your lessons “and etc. Not only would these words but there would be far more nasty words used against you. This word sometimes affects and as shaped your lives. It also includes your past mistakes which has broken your self images. You actually become your own worst critics and place yourself down more than anyone. Look at yourself in the mirror. What do you see? Its only you, yourself. Admire yourself, your weakness or  failure does not determine as end of the world nor d

Nothing is better than a silence, Silence is where life starts, Nature grows in silence, The universe moves in silence, As we too breathe in silence And our life ends in silence We need the silence to touch our silent heart. In silence we learn who we really are, Silence is your best friend that's always there for you, Silence of you mind to calm the soul, Silence in thoughts, As thoughts a complicated, Ideas are unacceptable, Broken conversation that can’t be amended, Calls that are not attended, Some messages are incomplete to be completed, When we foresee the divide of life, Reactions are hindered, Silence is as calm as the lighted candles, Silences of all the silence in you, The silence of the silences in your own unspoken silent song, Within you, Above your thoughts, ( Enjoy the silence ) The silence of another word, Silence world in you is revealed.

As I see myself in the mirror.I love myself as what I am seeing. As I look into the mirror.I see myself, myself and only myself. I actually see my physical and emotional reflection rather than myself.Seeing the accurate of me is what portraits of me in the mirror.What I don’t have on myself, I have the beautiful cute looks, the wonderful smile that melts everyone’s heart and except for the weight. I love myself with my chubby looks.But it does not deprive me to admire and love myself. I have all the capabilities and qualities that can be admired at every angle of me. I’m loveable and can be loved. There is no doubt about that as I can notice it. People do brand me of what I am, but that does not deprive me from believing what I can do and who I am. I have the confidence and also the capabilities to prove my strength. Mirrors do lie, so I don’t trust them beyond myself. I see myself within me as am so beautiful for who can appreciate me. If one eye is closed, still the other eye is open

You Are a Whole Wheat Bagel ...as what was the result on a quiz I took on "Bagel" on blogthings site..!!! You are confident, hard-working, and successful. You are status conscious and a bit of a perfectionist. Of all the types, you're the most likely to be quite particular about what you eat - yes very chosy on my foods. You tend to make yourself a very healthy breakfast. You would never reach for a donut! - this is not true , I love donuts though lolz..!!!

You Are Free Verse Inspired, devoted to the pure expression of yourself without any constrictions. Rhymes bind. Grammar kills Of course , that true about me and poems..!!!

Today , I took a quiz on this "blogthings" on IDEA and ; RESULTED : Your Ideas Are Blue When you think, you tend to have very detailed, well thought out ideas. You take your time with your thoughts. You are a deep thinker who likes to explore every possibility. Your ideas tend to be very innovative and perceptive. It's amazing what your mind can come up with. Your mind is energetic and alert. You are "always on" and thinking of new things. It's hard for you to relax. Sounds really true as you can notice my works on my blog.My idea's are beyond imagination at times...!!! Accuracy is perfect..LOLz

Do you believe books have their own journey to make? Books are so important to this world and everyone likes to read them. A book is brought to us and shares various knowledge about people, world and universe. The pleasure one gets from reading a book and also the quality of the writing written in it. The authors are sharing their thoughts and imagination with us. Sometimes books do travel a long distance to be with us. They are also touched by so many other hands and read by all readers and also been enjoyed by so many eyes. We never read or seen some books again unless we re-read or kept them in our collections. This is because new interesting books are published every time and we intend to get newer ones. If you are a book worm who likes to read books, then you intend to buy books every time you come across a new title that fascinates you. “Don’t judge a book by it cover “, as the proverb is said. Some of us buy books based on its beautiful cover than its contents. But, it’s the nat

The Secret - Every positive step that you take is transforming your being. With the consistent use of your will and steady determined practice of what you have learned, you will be amazed at how fast transformation takes place. Transformation of your being brings a peace and a joy that is indescribable. You have to experience it to know it, but once you do, you will never go back. (The Secret Daily Teachings)

Today as I was at the traffic waiting for light to turn green. I watched a herd of goats grazing on a field with freshly grown green grasses. The weather was cool as it just stopped raining. It did not stop the goats from grazing on that field to feast their stomach. There were a few crows disturbing the goats. These crows actually are helping the goats in other way by picking on the fleas on them. As the crows peck on the goat’s back and the goats are getting annoyed. Their pecks might be painful, ‘I guess, so they wriggle their body to chase the crows off. These animals can’t realize that these crows are actually helping them in a way to get rid of the scratchy fleas. The goats should be thankful towards the crows “ When there is help needed, it is not appreciated “ - KD

Day has passed to soon, Time has gone in a blink, I can still feel that you’re not around us any more, Everywhere I look, Thought you’re near to me, I can feel your existence, But my mind says you’re not there, Not near to me, Not at my side, But you’re watching me from above It has been a year now, Since you left all of us, But it feels as if it all happenned yesterday.. Not realizing as it was just a year back. Your memories are still fresh, I still can hear your voice in my mind, This would not fade away, It’s a treasure for me to remember, That you were there once a upon a time, with us on this wide world. ------------------------------------------------------ As time passed by, The memories of you Still remains in my mind, Every moment that I have spent my life around you, Each time I have spent time with you, From my childhood to teen and now to adult, You cherished my life the most, The time we used to play, Do gardening; go to market in trishaw, You were a great grandma, Even t

Read this short story and lesson learned very interesting though..!! " Be happy and live with what you have" and don't get yourself carried away too much when another opportunity is given. - KD A 54 year old woman had a heart attack and was taken to the hospital. While on the operating table she had a near death experience Seeing God she asked "Is my time up?" God said, "No, you have another 43 years, 2 months and 8 days to live.." Upon recovery, the woman decided to stay in the hospital and have a face-lift, liposuction, breast implants and a tummy tuck. She even had someone come in and change her hair color and brighten her teeth! Since she had so much more time to live, she figured she might as well make the most of it. After her last operation, she was released from the hospital. While crossing the street on her way home, she was killed by an ambulance. Arriving in front of God, she demanded, "I thought you said I had another 43 years. Why did

Experiencing the feelings of love that can't be expressed but needs to be felt.It has to be felt in a way that every heart is touch will eager for more of the love. It’s a feeling that is desired and gets addicted, sometimes this can’t be described. Each and every part of the sensational feeling of love has its own characteristics. It’s a feeling that’s full of love to the mind and soul. At this situation, one gets the love by giving and the other receives the love. This satisfies both and both are the winners of this war. Love of family , love of yourself and the special love. So many types of loves but ; It’s nothing more than the war of love, war of feeling and war of life...!!!

LOL , my blog is becoming more to a philosophical or self realization site. I know its more like " too much spices makes the food too spicy", hahaha But what to do ,  my mind only gets these kind of ideas to create something interesting or to write which is worth to share with others. No worries , in between I will try to post something other than these blogs. Keep checking , maybe you will come across something different which would be interesting to read too...!! : )

Getting to know or want to know about these mind of the universe interests me a lot. I have read about spiritualism, self conscious and mind related facts. We can materialize the energy that’s around us. What ever is felt is just the outer layer, what’s beyond and deeper is the question and answer to be discovered. In fact astral travelling ( check my "All about ASTRAL travelling" for discreet details ) is like something as going back to the past or move forward to the future or in other words “Back to the past or future” Not only that, you may travel to the in between world that exist in our own world. We might not be able to see it but we can feel it. We might think or imagine, we are the only beings living in this universe but that is not true. Facts are not proven scientifically but may be through astral travelling. Astral travelling is like a “black hole”. As you fall into it ,its just a world that might be full of curiousness and mysteries yet to be discovered. Why do w

Have you ever watch "BARNEY" the pink dinosaur. It’s a children’s program and once upon a time I was a big fan of this television program. I liked something about this program that it tells you about your life of IMAGINATION. Why don't we apply some imagination into our daily life also? Let the imagination flow and take the lead in your life. Most of the great inventors have imagined of dreaming about their inventions. But look where did their imagination took them . It took them down the history lane forever to be remembered by human culture. Imagination, dreaming of your imagination and add spice to your mission of life. Imagination makes it possible to experience a whole world inside the mind. It gives the ability to look at any situation from a different aspect of life’s, and enables one to mentally explore the past and the future. One of which is daydreaming. Some may find it ridiculous, day dreaming how that work does. A developed and strong imagination does not mak

I know my blog is becoming a little serious on spiritualism , mind , soul and astral travelling. Will make it interesting with more other write-up has time goes by. Its would be a mixture of everything spicy and cool in life..!!! More to come , more to write but time is too tight nowdays with other daily duties..!!! I will make sure at least 2 post a week ..!!! Thanks for those who read and are my followers. Cheers..!!!

I was born on a Tuesday and all below are truely about me....!!! Charming and graceful > my smile, everyone of my friends have commented on my beautiful smile. Love to indulge in creative stuff > I love arts and I'm create thinker .. Joyful attitude towards life > patience and clamness Unpredictable at times > mood swings and act weird Peace lover > off cause A good motivator > maybe for myself Sympathetic > can be Trustworthy > always ( good secret keeper ) Very generous of course always there to help others...!!! All are mixed together and you will find me the sweet gurl....to be loved..!!!

Discovering yourself is not a sin but it’s a beautiful thing to experience. Be the master of yourself, master of circumstances. An experience of cosmic power starts from your mind through your body. That is this power that you have already realized by your mind. When you have this habit of acquiring to listen to the inner self or voices, it’s your intuition, obey it, follow it and let it guide your way. By discovering these within yourself depends on your believe. It might sound awkward but it’s the attitude that makes you give an important to the circumstances. To face them , you need the great amount of principles to recognize the power of what’s in you You need the deeper and stronger strength to eliminate the weakness power throughout the journey. This sort of mental curiosity always challenges you to understand, the curiousity of seeking the truth and the interest to discover all about it. Standing before something that you’re not sure of always gives you an unpleasant feeling, fo

At certain occasions, I believe and I understand why God gets frustrated ! People may wonder why god is not helping them, but the same people do not realize that God always helps them. It’s just that they don’t see the help shown to them. God is everywhere and can be anywhere as the light, the air that you breath, your friend, your dog and why not you yourself. He can be in any form to help you .All you have to be open your mind and use your eyes to see it for yourself. Here is a little story for an example to know how god tries to help you. One day, as I was in my room. There was this little moth flying all around the room frantically as it was having a panic attack. It’s frustrating as it was flying everywhere without knowing where it’s going or wants to go. And at some occasion it flew up to the window panel but it did not find its way out indeed kept doing the same thing all over again and again as it failed and missed its opportunity to fly out. I also understand that it’s getting

They say when there is a story it will lose something within each telling. How true can this be when the story is been told? It has nothing to lose if it’s said for the very first time. There are some people who values and also disbeliefs about stories. I don’t think it would happen to me as I would not be in that group of those people. Many of them struggle to believe it even though their minds are wide open to accept life as it is or unlock whatever kind of key cause’s people believe or to belief than disbelief. Actually their minds are like little buds; they are nurtured until their petals slowly open and prepare for the very nature of life to feed them. As the rain falls and the sun shines, they grow, grow, grow; minds do open….they go through life awareness and accepting, seeing light where there’s dark, seeing possibilities in dead ends, tasting victory as others spit out failure and questioning when others accept it. Just a little less to expectation, some people will have their

Be yourself and be happy with what you have. I don't like people giving sarcastic comment's of others. Understand that you are also like that person , but watch what your saying too. The words from you reflects back to you.Not many people realize this ...!! "Its easy to talk, but not expressing the feelings." - KD If you don't like somebody , don't be sarcasitic about it. Every human have their own way of behaving or characteristic. You should not expect everyone to be like you or be has what you want them to be. Some people are well do to in their life , maybe lucky enough to find someone who provides them everything. Its their life and that's what they got for what they have done. Its not good for you or to comment about others.They are neither yours nor belong to you. Look at yourself first of all.  Are you better than them or do you have better capabilities than them ? Be proud of yourself with what you have , despite wasting your precious time for the

1. Pass My Shotgun 2. Psychotic Mood Swing 3. Perpetual Munching Spree 4. Puffy Mid-Section 5. People Make me Sick 6. Provide Me with Sweets 7. Pardon My Sobbing 8. Pimple May Surface 9. Pissy Mood Syndrome 10. Poor Man Suck 11. Pack My Stuff 12. Pas My Sweats Best of all 13. Potential Murder Suspect..!!!! Heheh , this all what happens when a woman has her PMS..!!! God grace..!! wost nightmare during this time.

If you want to receive everything and anything you are dreaming of for You, know that it is through your joy-your happy feeling inside. It is the fastest path. Your joy-your feeling good-is the shortcut to everything you want. When you choose to be happy now-no matter what is happening around you-you have unleashed the... magic of the Universe to pour unlimited happiness into your life.....

Time passed so fast , its already end of the year now.Lost of my grandma last December can't even  imagined that the time has ran to soon.But the memories of her still lingers in my mind. All the dearest time I have spent with her.Everything has happen so fast at a blink , neither it can be repeated nor reversed back again. Memories orf her will still remain forever deep in my mind.Lost of my grandma is a suprise to everyone in the family , unimaginable and unbelievable.The time was short and she kept all of us together at her side for the very last moments of her life. She took all of us by suprise.We all had the hope at least she would fight again but she had her reasons for this time. The r easons were strong as she had to save another life which is much more precious to her.Another new life has to live in this family, so she planned and made everything flow accordingly to make the possibilities possible.She gave up her life to exchange for anew born in the family. She knew all

My poem for my dearest grandma. You're a soul , That's so divined, A soul in a billions, You are the one. The one with all specialities , A soul of divine heart , A soul that touched every heart in every path. A soul that is so divine , As divine as the universe or beyond it. A soul like you maybe once , But you'r still a beautiful soul out of billion other souls, The one soul that can't be made again. "wrote on 18/1/2009-2.30am"

Its time to settle in life….3rd part of my life cycle has arrived. Lookin at some of my friends who are married and settled in their very own life's…makes me feel left out. Am I too late for this. But I know married life is full of challenges and its not easy , wat to do everyone has to go through this phase and it part of god creation….!!! Where is the man of my life….not sure which corner of the world he is born for me only …!!! Damn its so difficult to find a particular man of my choice n perceptions.Guys nowdays r so different. Hope I would find my Mr Right with all the qualities tht I’m looking at,you might think I'm demanding but I'm being  precise of my choice but wht to do..its my rights !!! My Mr right..should a be non-smoker nor drinker ( occasional drinker is acceptable ),family oriented ,spiritual n pious ( as all my family r like tht ),positive thinker , adapts to all environment ( not a fussy person ), understanding , adventureous, loves travelling ,music, art

tHe dAy i gOt mY nOsE pierced as iTs d hIndu riTuals 4 yOunG gIrls to hAvE thEir nOse piErcEd. FinAllY i Had mIne dOne aT tHis age , Naaah , iT doeS noT lOOk tHat bAd…oN mE… It Has cHanGed thE lOOk oF mY faCe Now…i look much mOre prettier ( as ppl say , not assumptions )… ( : P CooL..!!! i waS tO rElaXed n sTronG…naaaH nO paIn aT aLL… Its Looks cool oN mE….!!! friendster blog 2nd February 2007

Being born in this big , loving and caring family of mine ( not talking about my family of six but the whole family of TPLoganathan’s( tht’s my mum’s dad = my dearest late grandfather ) of 35 . The 3rd generation consist of we kids ( according to the family tree research ), proud to present one of our future doctor DR.Dhivya Darshini.All of us are very proud indeed that at least there was one from this generation has come to this level to obtain her dream of becoming a doc. We never had a doc in the 2nd generation group , most of them were businessmen,lawyers,teacher and engineer.But we welcomed one of our family member who was a doc married to this family boy some years back (thts whn my uncle got married and his wife was a doctor ). So here we are a second doc in the family , about her..so much to say. Comes from a very small town called Teluk Intan ( as where I came from too ..!!!)…smart little baby ..learned to read story book at the age of 2 (silently)…best in her kinder….top stu

Does your name starts wif " K " but mine does!! .Here is what it is meant though….!!! You are secretive, self-contained, and shy. You are very sexy, sensual, and passionate, but you do not let on to this ( not true I guess can’t confirm for now ). Only in intimate privacy will this part of your nature reveal itself ( may be though : P ) . When it gets down to the nitty-gritty, you are an expert. You know all the little tricks of the trade, can play any role or any game, and take your love life very seriously. You don’t fool around (thtz true ). You have the patience to wait for the right person to come along (tis is vely true…alots of patience ). You are very generous & giving, often selfless( comes to generosity ..I give as much as I can..but i don’t take back ). You are kind-natured & sweet, which is found to be attractive by many. You are a good friend. ( tis vely vely true…good secret keeper n lasting friendship relationship , ppl get to knw will love me

hEy,.. some oF u’ll would be wondering after reading mY pRofile…. dAmn..tHis gUrl..hw cAn sHe haVe goNe to 2 diFFerent kinDergarTen on tHe sAme Year ( 1985 - 1987 )… Hmmm…sEcreT oF mY sUccEss gRaduating..actuaLLy went 3 sChools bUt gRaduateD frm 2 scHooLs… mY dEarest Mom…iS a kindErgartEn tEacher… sO sHe teAches 2 diFFerent seSSion iN 2 diFFerent sChools…. iN thE mOrninG , sHe goes to Tadika Bethany ( Simpany 4 ) , { which i went in middle of 1987 }, then laTer iN aFternOOn sHe goes to tHe pLayscHool kinderGarten in Jenderata Estate ( Teluk Intan )..so nOw you can imagine…i fOllowEd her to scHooL eVeryDay …everYdAy…!!! tHe oNly scHool witHouT hEr was in Tadika Methodist , Teluk Intan ( in d mornings…was there only frm 1986-mid of 1987 )…!!! sAme " ABC’s " exTra knOwledGe puSh inTo mY tIny fResh bRain to leaRn which tOOK yeArs to aBsorb …. : ) hmm..sO tHis luCkY KID haD 2 cOncerT tO aTTend…2 gRaduatIon ( Oxford n Cambrigde …heheheh..!!! ) 2 diFFerent gRoup of fRiends….!!! i wu

Taurus :- During the early part of the year — say, from January through March — you may be bitten by the travel bug. This isn’t customary for you, and you don’t often have an irrepressible urge to leave everyone and everything you love . Once you’ve got the fever, though, chances are good you won’t want to settle for anything less than a major tour, featuring every spot you’ve always wanted to visit. Don’t deprive yourself. This is your moment to pack lightly (yes, really — you can do it if you try) and go shopping for experiences rather than objects. Go get ‘em! If you’re attached, you’ll take your partner along for the adventure, of course. And not just because you’ll have lots more fun with your beloved by your side. You ’ll also want to travel as a pair because you’re big on seeing the results of your investments — and that goes double for the investment of your time. This will be another experience to add to the collection you two have already amassed, and it stands to bring you

Damn..!!! sunday is back again…lazy sunday.. Hmmm…boring sunday…reaaalllyyy boring sunday…not sure what to do…the weekend is over ..2mrw back to work again..!!!! cleaned my aquariam…my little buddies needed wash.I have 5 little gold fish..and one of them doesn’t have a eye .And I call him "one eye jack" . Went online..but no one was there….surf the net..updated by blogs in here and yahoo….!!! Feel like going crazy..sunday damn boring..>!!! Hmmm will think of going out later..mayB to Giant get some fooooooooood..!!! ~ bOriNg suNdaY gUrl..~ - friendster blog 6th August 2006 @ 2.32am -

Was upset past few days….grandma wasn’t feelings too well . It upset-ed  me more. Thought this would be the end of her life….which made me more scared…my mind wondered more with unwanted thoughts ….!!! I love her so much,being the eldest grandchild I have spent the most time together with my grandparents . They were my world.I have beautiful memories of them and I value the time that I have cherished with them . But now , she is getting old; I can’t let time take its place…no its not her time yet though!…she has much more to see and spend time with us or ( other grandchildren). Today is Friday , I just wondered ,not sure with whom to talk..everyone at home are also upset and too worried about her condition . As its an auspicious day for Indian's today…so I sat in front of the prayer alter and prayed to GOD….asked them to recover her soon, my prayers were answered and I was very happy that she is better and fine now. I thanked GOD, You made us , You lead us on this WORLD of yours,

Hmmm , manage to locate some of my school mates in friendster … hope they are more out there… its nice to hear from them and happy to see them too …!!!! Friendster was my first networking site . In there, I found some of my dearest schoolmates and kinder friends.Its either they find me or I found them. This is the place...you can find your lost contacts. Yahhhhooooo ..> !!!!! too excited n happy…to find some of my long lost friends. - friendster blog 1st August 2006 @ 7.32am -